monday
deeepavali was rather interesting this year,
not that i celebrate it, but was a reason for partying.
the eve, we went to BQ and clubbed at chillies till 4 and it was tooo hot so we left
slept and woke up at 10 ish and got ready to go out.
dressed and waited for the sleeping beauty johny to wake up
went to his aunty's house
and the foood was realllly good.
and his cousins are really nice and welcoming too.
really nice people and nice time.
got home to sleep early at 11.?
tuesday
ED is definitely more interesting than OT.
yesterday was CCA and resus. ok.. not too bad
wednesday
today was triage, i liked it, very much.
but got a lot of indian guys, and they were annoying.
ed seems nice, the staff are rather nice too, but its too fast paced for me.
johnsonss
my dearest johny boy went to AandE at ttsh last night
at like 9 and only got home this morning at 6 ish.
chest pains and yadada. i really thought it was a jke
untill like 11 ish, then i realised he wasnt
in camp.
no he's on mc till friday. stay overr on friday,
hopefully he doesn have to book in for his friday night guard duty.
i miss my boy, i want to hang out.
i want to enjoy
i only have a week left.
guys 13 days to my bday!!
yet another day gone by, 2 more days for OT. and im outta there,
sadly, PRCP postings are out, haha sorry to ttsh poeple.
and it sucks,
we're all separated. but we're all gonna do fine.
there's no one to lean on, to bitch with, and depend on.
we're on our own.
im gonna be at 76. first week is rather 8-4 ish. then the following monday onwards,
follow preceptors already.
tired, and missing you baby.
LOVE all.
my babyboy, is finally but sadly back in camp
cant wait for the long weekend.
OT sucks la.
not my field for sure.
headaches every damn day
i feeel like puking when i see the ops.
eat wierd crap for breaks.
damn cold in the theatres.
I MISS my johnyboy, already :)
OT has been good so far,
we're expected to do alot.
hopefully, it isnt that difficult.
but breaks suck cause we hardly have time to eat after changing.
hohoho
my favourite boy is on MC. till tuesday night.
being pampered,
and fussed on.
went to compass with him,
and saw his cousin kas,
talked with them for a bit. nicee :))
holy hour in church on tuesday night.
cant wait for the long weekend.. :))
this is gonna be short,
jo and i caught nights in rodanthe, since johny was sick and did not want to watch that movie.
it was fcking aawesome la.
its a nicholas sparks movie. damn sweet.and sad.
benji and chris met us, had dinner,
then to little india to see stuff and walkwalk then off the scott's place.
JO- just go for chris k!i know you're reading this and not studying,
concentrate!
off to trim and do something to my hair. actually nth much.
normal everyother month maintainence.
OT posting from tmr onwards
8-4 work week,
seems like fun..
looking forward.
love all!
btw, 23 days to my bday! woohoo
since there's only 25 days left ,
i thought i'd post this soon!
wishlist
1. flowers from my <3
2. my favourite strawberry cheesecake from glazier
3. to spend lots and lots of time with my dearest johny,
4. a big pretty helium balloon
5. slippers - num- size 7/8
6. pretty tops.
7. dresses
8. photo shoot/ makeover
9. watch
10. not to get drunk anytime in nov
11. to be suprised.
12. go clubbing and have fuhn on the 8th.
13. 50 bucks handbag from mango- black and glossy!
14. pass my PRCP
15. make everyone (i love) around me happy
16. a comfy comforter - nad i dont mind yours
17. JO and chris - start dating seriously, for reall.
and yesyes those
who wish to help top up my bank acct thats almost zero-ed,
more than welcomed to.
more purple if
not blue notes,
fine i dont really mind the orange notes too.
IM HAPPPY
i wake up to see my sister eating mac's breakfast and they didnt get me anything.
so i orderd my hotcakes with sausage meal.
im still full from breakfast.
i'm so bored. i need to do something.
i've decided what to get my johnson's for his 21st.
many many presents, (album, shirt, shoes,...)
which means,
less money for me.
haha
but then again its his 21st. he deserves it all.
i want him to have a blast, so he remembers it. and me :)
i know he would.
JO came over,
we met benji and went to plaza - benji wanted to cut hair
then benji walked me home
and im off too 401 to meet scott the other brother from another mother.
to accompany him eat.
so nice of me..
nightts. no colours im too lazy
all my posts seem to be about love.
haha
but i just heard this on class 95 fm and it got me thinking
if someone doesnt love you
the way you expect them to,
that doesnt mean
they dont love you with all they have.
and how i always tell fight with my sweet boy that he doesnt care and love me,
but he just doesnt do it the way i expect it.
soo maybe he does, mor than i think.
in the smallest ways, he tells me he does and means it, i know he does,
i was soo happy to hear him.
i finally get to speak to him for more than just 1 minute.
hahaha
today for 7 minutes, made me happier.
pooor boy has tooo many field camps. another tomorrow.
live firing on friday- hopefully he gets back early soo he can boook out.
gr. he says i've got to tahan for just 2 more weeks and it'lll get better.
he neeeds some pampering. im sure he does.
i hope i get to,
i have the money, do you have the time?
the army has def made him even more a precious stone then he already was.
more precious than diamond, is my boy!
back to my gamess
this one's rreaallly sweet.
OOh johny,
When I miss you, I don't have to go far ...
I just have to look inside my heart because that's where I'll find you."
day out with the nyp babes,
woke upp at 12 and dilly deli-ed till 12.15 and showered. had lunch and off to meeet them.
soo i was an hour late. met them at novena -sakae sushi.
then only to find our queena was gonna ditch us for badminton. and mel had to leave too.
soo wan ling, reks and i headed down to town walked around,
and i had auntie anne's pretzel.
cinnamon sugarrr. :) reminded me of my sweeet boy.
and how he thought me to appreciate eating this and how its really nice.
met sharon and her friend.
went to coffee bean to chill out. left at 5 ish .
HOME, is where i am yet again.
to all u people. this is something u really need to know.
27 days till my birthday.
i saw this,and i feeel it.
Feeling grateful to or appreciative of someone or something in your life actually attracts more of the things that you appreciate and value into your life.
woke up pretty early today. actually, not very, just that i have been sleeping till very very late.
got my STO done at ttsh.
mum's on mc. my sister's post PSLE self proclaimed MC, dad's on leave to bring me to ttsh.
sooo i went. and bought lunch home, all eating crap food.
i decided to cook what mum couldnt. corned beef and potatoes. and cabbage for veggie!
then i showered and met laviTA, MELissa,NADine for the movie.
we planned to meet at 4 but ended up only meeting at 4.55pm.
movie starts at 4.55 pm. sooo we slowly walked to GV at bishan and bougth the tickets and still got to catch the full movie.
THE HOUSE BUNNY
such a girly show, but was nice!
andandand i saw, Danial, and err. gab and wass soo shocked,
he served us and didnt give us back our tickets, got tooo carried away from seeing me.
dinner, bitching, more bitching and
got an UNexpected call from my sweeetest boy! :))- who was at field camp. but finished!
better then nothing.
here i am! home.
out with my nyp girls tmr.
I LOVVEE MY BABYLOVE!
CAME!!
thank god,
i should stop.
please god, help me.
yay!
feeeling much much better, from the throat& ear infection and fever.
sunday
felt bad for only attending half the mass, soo shall attend mass today.
met johny and pat! before and after mass actually, then left with johny.
spent some time, made him sleep and left.
showered and went out with the parents to see the grands!
then off again to see my honeybunch! and send him off to camp.
pooor boy soo sleepy, but should have known better and left earlier tt night.
soo he was surprised to see me again. bought him his tidbits and red box
and sleepily and moodily sent him to camp.
sooo here i am bored and still anticipating for my _____
why not just come, pleassee?
haiii
i feeel sooo bad.
i've got nothing to say to myself.
sometimes i feels just so too hard to let go and say no.
god, why wont u show me a way, help me through this
i yield to you, lord. help me please.\
i finally finished my first nicholas sparks book- at first sight, the other day
was awesome la! really,
i i i ,I actually cried at the end. it was soo sad and touching.
i really want to buy the whole series of all the books.
now, i borrowed Nights in Rodanthe from the library- read a bit, but realised the movie will be out this week and i thought it would be really nice to
go watch it with my dearest on saturday perhaps.
soo im not gonna read it yet,only maybe if i dont understand any part of the movie.
and i got his -message in a bottle again from sacha! :) thanksss! loveee
last week of holidays hope its fruitful and not as boring as last week.
in the mean time, im happy
NADDDLESS
im sorry
but im happy for u, sad for you, but still HAPPY for an end much anticipated.
u deserve better babe.
no matter what i still love and and keepu soo close to my heart.
thanks for still being here for me. esp now. when i have a special reason to need u more than ever. THANKSS.
work on the future.
i love u babygirrrl
i may have lost a friend but thank god u're still here, causee now, it really doesn't matter.
i won't sit and cry and wish for anything better, what i have now,
i know will keep me safe, no more lies, no more secrets, no more.
cause all i need is all i already have.
my life, my love, my loveess (family and friends- who deserve to be friends)
who have been there, when i need someone, to talk, to cry to, to tell anything.
from being sisters and brothers to being there.
so now, to me, i don't really care. rather, im happier.
my sweeetheart loves me!yay
the last i spoke to him before today was secretively on tuesday night.
so he booked outta camp this morning, having hardly any sleep from last night,
heard me whine and cry like a bitch. :))
and brought me to the clinic.
thank god for _______ .
thankk god for friends, brothers and sisters like these.
ear and throat infection. hurts sooo bad la.
felt like crap today.
COME, i beg, COME?
*PRAY*
I LOVE YOU BABY, thanks for being there.
we'll get through this, soldier.
ok this is what i did the saturday i got drunk.
all this before i go drunk
but i did have sooo much fun. wirth mel and nad tt night.
thanks babes.
I LOVE MY JOHNY. come away with me.
its been about a week now since i last blogged.
sorry
i never knew the pain killers i was on actually worked cause panadol never seemed to work for me
post op- they gave me tramadol..
i took it and i was fully knocked out by it,
i was sooo drowsy i would only wake up to catch a bite.
i hardly ate,
all i did was sleep the last week away,
i couldnt go out, i tried but failed miserably - to church.
sooo i stopped myself from taking it since yesterday.
been a lot better,
but now im bored.
i cant even sleep like i did.
was a good rest tho.
but im still in pain now and then
and the best thing is im 4 kg lighter,
have no mood to blog. only he and she know why.
will blog once it comes.