here,
48 it is.
im happy and sad.
dont ask why.
still shocked and absorbing and learning i have to do this,
on my own.
i juts pray and hope this was all part of his plan,
and if it is,
i hope god guides me and helps me learn and adapt.
orrdered pizza yesterday for/with the boy before book in
followed to send him back to camp after eons.
slept as early as 1030 pm
still feeling tired.
i have the psp.
since our ex link card expires tmr, my daddy bought me one today and topped it up.
meeting nadddles at kovan later to return my "the wedding" and get my next book.
this one was nice and sweet.
:))
tired but happy.
sleepy is the perfect word that describes me now.
busy later. with the boy and what not.
had a such a nice sweeet time yesterday with my baby bunch.
.dinner for our 2 yrs at brewerkz
.much talking we havent done in some time.
.photos
.watch bungee thing at CQ
.watch people fly their toys in the open space at CQ- which was so nice when co ordinated.
walking and walking
.my love got me a gold hp strap engraved my name on it.
walked talked walked whyned walked.
to the cathay to catch a movie arnd 1ish
bumped into vanisha :)
thanks for the movie babe.
reach home arnd 4 am
slept barely 2 hrs
church
clean the house.
now- sleeep.
bye. :)
lots to look forward to at work this week.
plus phototaking.
i have such a great feeling of contentment.
i've nothing to say.
i love the feeling of being so loved, loving, satisfied, happy.
its like i open a present everyday
feeling like this.
love story. <3
what a week,
finally something to look forward to everyday.
work.
4 hours tmr.
then its my time with my boy.
out and dinner to celebrate our anniversary.
:)
happy and blesses weeekend.
enjoy
AWW.
how 2 years flew by with the wind.
its our 2nd anniversary.
glad we've made it this far.
enjoying everyday for now.
loving for the ones i love so dearly.
living according to his will.
my family of 5 plus granny
and MAYBE a few certain others
ought to be called and loved as family
as for the rest. fcuk off.
the some others aren't fit even to be called family. bastards.
:)
every bloody dog has its day.
i hope your children put YOU in the old folks home.
all good things come to an end.
no more holidays
time to work hard.
today officically marks the start of working life
and officially being a STAFF NURSE.
good and bad.
bad- responsibilities, having to know everything, being more independent......
good- a goood time to start with something new from 3 years of hard work.
the feeeling was different.
wearing a SN uniform and name tag.
just so different from what it used to be.
im happy,
i have something more useful to do everyday
i earn my own money
i can live off myself.
i can give back to my parents. for all they've done.
....
changes are hard to adapt.
for one month or so,
we'll be on foundation programme with occassional times of being in clinical practice.
esp saturday.
well only 8-12.
for now,
its sitting in patho lab and listening to long long stories and lectures.
these shoes feeel too big for me.
:))
be happy, smile.
leaving today peeeps
be back on the 20th morning
and willbe absolutely busy running around sgh and bt merah getting ym stuff done.
results on the 17th. watch out guys.
hopefully i get to go online there.
I"VE BEEEN MISSING MY DEAREST BOY,
not being able to see him for 2 weeeks.
this sure sucks.
not really talking for 1 week.
i was being all tioo sad and teary while talking to him last night.
cause i cant talk to him today- he's got water training and yadadaddad.
whyyyy am i soooo lucky all the time.
anywayyyy
i beeen having a gooood weeek.
meeting all my babes, doing what we did.
meeting my naddles whooo's just sooo busy
I LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOU ALL.
stay happy.
smile and pray.
till then,
bye.
unglam loveee i got what was promised.
im happy, but feeeling it now already.
whats more by the end of 2 weeks.
i'm gonna miss my babybunch.
i cant really talk to him while im there. maybe a few times.
cant see him for 2 weeks yet again.
nonetheless i had a fun filled weekend.
going for lunch in town on sat and slacking,
the birthdays
and slacking again with johnny
sunday with the family,
changi village
met him later
going out with his family
with something that happned and freaked me out the most.
meeting nurul to slack and for dinner and some catching up.
im so touched by this one's thoughts def.
she still remembers me and asked me out after prcp.
exactly 5 days more.
i pretty excited.
i hope nth screws up.
nonetheless i've spoken my feeelings.
i feel at ease.
im trying not to keep my head and hopes up too high.
I'M A HAPPY GIRL
this is my motivation.
heres the busy weeekend,
i love being busy.
my long awaited date with my boyfriend.
cass birthday
mels birthdaty
sunday
church the whole morning as usual
both the granny's
one to pack.
meeet the lovee hopefully.eh comes over.
monday
hopefully meet kas and have our hundreth time post poned meeting
meet nurul for dinner and slacking.
feeels like soo much of love and life.
i love it.
keeep me near you crosss.
7 days more
im excited.
im excited for the weekend.
collected uniforms today, well only 2.
so i got 1 blouse and pants
and 1 dress
1 more set of uniforms once we start work and they have more stock
and along with all these, i bought a cream coloured cardigan for work.
from zara since it was rather nice and cheap too.
2 nurse's wedge shoes- that
i dont intend to use yet.
cause i'd rather my sexy crocs
they should give us at least 4 uniforms
altogether considering our working days
tskk!
i reallly like the uniform
cause it finally says
im a staff nurse after 3 years
i feeel such a great sense of satisfaction seeing and wearing the uniform.
for how i never thought i'd be a nurse
for how i thought i'd take for then 3 years to finish this.
for what i am now.
all that is left
is to recieve the letter for conferment
transcript
SNB cert.
all once im back
im reallly happy
later to kkh for her appt.
lunch at tekka
ntuc shopping for india
i cant believe all this is happening.
neither can i believe i am a nurse.
i loved my indian vegetarian lunch today.
collection of uniforms tomorrow, after ten thousand years.
so i finally see my reks again!
soo
im pissed abt something that has become too common.
but i like the way it is,
you think you've given up,
but the other doesnt want to give it up,
and wants change.
so i'll see.
if the decision makes me happy.
its like i got u wrapped around my fingers.
after the whole series of events that have happened
over just this weekend.
I officially say
ALCOHOL
is the root to all evil.