" grandma, grandma, "
she's slippin away slowly..
i wont be able to see her go.
for the times she put a smile on my face when i sponged her, we disturbed and tickled her
for all you've done and what a great person you are.
waking up for 5 mornings is tough stuff,
but coping well.
pimples, stay away!
for now at least.
its coming to an end,
one month.
i hope my willpower and endurance will stay with me through..
people, people,
everyone's changing and life won't be the same.
i just wanna cherish my moments and loved ones.
those that are here always,
those that walk in and out,
those who are out.
* sadness is a good thing,
we gain something at the end of it.
closeness, more care and concern
happiness, satisfaction, list goes on.
where there's sadness, ever joy!
where there is injury, your pardon.
its been so long since i attended a mass wholeheartedly.
it was really good.
really wanna go today too but ooh well, sacrifices just to spend time with him.
not that i dont want to but
suituations suituations.
i pray and hope and do all i can for my face to get better
fucking surgical masks ruined my face.
not gnna wear it even if i get caught.
get better get better get better get better
dance- we've finished the song,
practice practice practice.
its real fun but challenging.
gown- yet to go for the 2nd fitting.
nth is confirmed yet.
people people
1. hope things get better
2. i'm so happy that once again its normal, you'll always be.
(though i thought it would never be)
3. waiting. cause i miss ya, really really need ya.
(im being open and just hope its gonna be like it used to.)
4. you can do it, just chose the right path
be with the right people. prioritise everything.
it'll be just fine.
gonna miss this one.
5. study study study damnit.
i can't be there any longer.
6. stay. strive on,
you truely are a shoulder.
7. i miss you girls.
to the different 6 people.
off+ dance
training
off
finally a rest and a break.
i hope things go as planned.
funds are sufficient and equally/wisely used and saved.
i've plans.
seeing them slip away isnt easy,
when u really care and treat them like your very own.
but they're better off where they are now,
no more pain
no more suffering
no more burden.
thanks for the strength to carry on
and the courage to be strong.
to 3 different but significant people.
1.and i won't let you go.
2.friends are friends forever ,there are lots and lots of them and a friend will not say never cause the welcome will not end. tho its time to let you go in the father's hands we know that a lifetime's not to long to live as FRIENDS.
3. random thoughts, dreams of the future, as sweet as you are.
its a difficult choice now.
time can tell.
So I put my hands up
They’re playing my song
,And the butterflys fly away
Noddin’ my head like yea
Movin my hips like yea
I got my hands up,
They’re playin my song
I know im gonna be ok
Yea,
It's a party in the USA
Yea,
It's a party in the USA
here i am with hope for a new day tomorrow that things get better.
dance tmr, i need strength and confidence.
i hope i cope.
IT isnt working or helping much any more.
lose lose lose!
feels good to be able to do this once in a while.
clean simple, expensive fun.
thankss jesserr,
it put a smile not only to our faces, but my mothers too.
heart warming.
can't wait for time to pass.
FANTATISCO.
this part of the song,
i'd dedicate to you.
i miss you.
Packing up the dreams God planted
In the fertile soil of you
Cant believe the hopes hes granted
Means a chapter in your life is through
But well keep you close as always
It wont even seem youve gone
cause our hearts in big and small ways
Will keep the love that keeps us strong
And friends are friends forever
If the lords the lord of them
And a friend will not say never
cause the welcome will not end
Though its hard to let you go
In the fathers hands we know
That a lifetimes not too long to live as friends.
i need strength and confidence.
i pray it goes fine.
weekends here,
my weekends are extra special.
who would have known?
i'm glad certain things are juts the way they are now,
like all things happen for a reason.
met with nurul,
shopped, ate, talked, shopped.
met the girls and marko(one of us girls)
fun time we had,
hope whatever happened, closes a certain door.
saw friends from allll over,
rekindled old friendships,
made a few more enemies.
drink, danced, had fun.
FUN.
shooot for the paegent was really long.
oh well, one month.
9 october.
i'll just have fun.
to me its not the final prize we get,but the lessons we learn through this experience.
once in a lifetime.
GOD bless you, touch you and open your eyes i pray..
wake up, friend.
the weekend is approaching with me working afternooon on both saturday and sunday.
hopefully, i get my time with u on sat night.
i'd do anything.
Be safe.
I miss the
NYP babes,
the girls,
her,
him,
them,
them.
LOVEEEEE.