Saturday, February 6, 2010
too many things happening in too short a time.
i need space to breathe, settle and refocus my life.
things are misleading me.
the bf has been so sweet lately, whereas, ive been so not bothered.
i guess, it just cause i was too patient,
but he is was, will be the best i ever had. and i hope.
no one, i mean no one will do just as much as he did, although in the smallest ways, for me.
for us.
i know now,
how much i mean and am to him,
cause he doesnt say it often enough.
but it means something, so much.
god only knows why i do this.
its been a month, and slightly longer,
cause we also havent been seeing each other much.
might not be for the next few months as well, with school.
to do.
loan - obtained.
fees- to pay.
work- be less playful and talkative and be more productive and skillful and knowledgable.
friends- meet more.
bf- :) special.
family- spend more time.and have more fun.
money- save
life- REFOCUS.
i need an intervention.