last night with the girls
nicce fun time we had.
lancing lancing. :))
today-
i finally have a nice, simple,
digi cam to myself.
samsung.
after trading in the old olympus no one uses.
gooood weeeeekend all.
mel- happy starting work, nth to feeel bad abt, we're starting in no time.
enjoy and look forward to it, itll all sure go well.
queeen- happpy taiwaninggg
melllo- happy 21st. vcant wait for saturday dinnerr and partttteh
naddles meeting
gym cause it rained
PSP.
swimming tmr.
us 23 mths ago us now.today being the 26 marks23 months of being together.now that we celebrate and count in yearsthis is just thoughts of love.time has gone by so fastso many things happenedjust as much changesupsdownsmost importantly,the trust we builtthe understanding we sharethe love that grows each day.
1-2-1-2-3-4Give me more loving thanI’ve ever hadMake me feel better when I’m feeling sadTell me I’m special even though I know I’m notMake me feel good whenI hurt so badBarely getting madI’m so glad I found youI love being around youYou make it easyIts as easy as 1-2-1-2-3-4There’s only one thingTo DoThree wordsFor you(I love you) I love youThere’s only one way to sayThose three words That’s what I’ll do(I love you)I love youGive me more loving from the very startPiece me back together when I fall apartTell me things you never even tell your closest friendsMake me feel good whenI hurt so badYou’re the best that I’ve hadAnd I’m so glad I found youI love being around youYou make it easyIt’s easy as 1-2-1-2-3-4There’s only one thingTo DoThree wordsFor you(I love you) I love youThere’s only one way to sayThose three words That’s what I’ll do(I love you) I love you(I love you) I love youYou make it easyIt’s easy as 1 2 1 2 3 4There’s only one thingTo DoThree wordsFor you(I love you) I love youThere’s only one way to sayThose three wordsThat’s what I’ll do(I love you)I love you(I love you)I love you1-2-3-4I love you(I love you)I love you
i jogged yesterday.
I swam 40 laps today
hopefully jogging tmr again
hopefully i can lose as much as i want before the 12.
and maintain it .
tmr,
23 months of being with my beloved Soldier.
lets soldier on, boy.
collecting the visa-s today.
today
no meat
ashes on the forehead,
the start of lent.
im so glad,
its confirmed.
I have a Holiday.
To India.
the choir. from the gathering we had yesterday
and at home,
we had a gathering for Dad's 48 th birthday
which is on tuesday.
New camera before India
hopefully The Digital Ixus 980
since there is trade in offer.
i finally bought the top i've been wanting
and a few more too.
YAY
i might be gg to India for a holiday.
going to book today or tmr.
hopefully, all is good.
march 12 to ?19.
YAY.
super happy.
something to look forward to.
soo
i finally swam, for this week.
once.
at least.
30laps
met mel there. and im sure she really lves and has soo much to say abt mr sun.
then we left and she drove me home.
thanks babe!!
so movie tonight?
i dont know.
tmr.
breakfast with my family lovess
and then hopefully to PS.
maybe to buy the dresses
and def to have YAMI yougurt.
hrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
Thanks for never failing-
to entertain me, make me laugh, put a smile to my face, feed me till I'm content,
share with me all you have, buying me my wants,
arguing with me, making me cry and most of all be with me.
I'm enjoying every moment i have with you now.
And I'm proud of what we are.
When tears never fall, and birds never fly
Winter never ends, and children never cry
When the sun never shines, and the moon never glows
When darkness is too bright, and the river never flows
When the nights are not dark, and the days are not light
When forever does finally end, and the eyes have no sight
When confusion is so clear, and voices can't be heard
The sunset never fades, and no one says a word
When ears cannot hear, and the grass never grows
When silence is too loud, and the genius never knows
When strength doesn't strengthen, and flowers never bloom
When hearts can't be broken, and eternity is too soon
When everything means nothing, and real just isn't real
When God rests a little while, and death never kills
When the wind never blows, and the rain is never wet
When thunder can't be heard, and the sun refuses to set
When a dreamer cannot dream, and the obvious can't be found
When the ocean is not deep, and the earth is not round
When angels don't protect, and a fact is not true
When life can't be lived, and the sky is not blue
When the truth is a lie, and the fake becomes so real
The clock shows no time, and wounds never heal
When enjoyment isn't fun, and bells cannot ring
When a race cannot be won, and a singer cannot sing
When pain does not hurt, and enemies never fight
When rainbows have no color, and something wrong seems so right
When all these things finally happen, when they finally come true
That's when without a doubt i will stop loving you
the more im bored and aimless,
the more foood goes into my mouth.
i didnt go anwhere today.
thats the worst.
im looking forward to my tmr,
i can finally swim again.
and lose weight
for the one week of no exercise.
and when the boy books out,
maybe a stayover or just out till lateee.
i have painted nails.
and for once,
they look pretty.- considering i did them on my own.
and i like it.
i might buy more colours, since its cheap and nice.
i finally got rid of my lecture notes.
all of them.
my shelves are cleaner and emptier.
maybe do some shifting and clearing,
get wall fans
change the look of my room a little.
boredom kills.
i neeed things to do.
cause i can't sleep without you baby.
nothing can replace you.
went to town with naddles.
checked out the dress i wanted. it cost 50 bucks.
pretty nice.
so seee how.
beach with the babes yesterday.
nice chill out we had.
spent some time at church today for holy hour.
spending time+ dinner the whole day.
was my v day.
we're not the typical kinds for big bouquets, high expectations, bears, sweets and goodies.
i had iit sweet and simple.
and today we watched
the curious case of benjamin button
pretty sad ending.
nice.
and super long long movie.
im home and not sending my sweeetlove to camp,
cause i'd be nice to be with the family tonight.
i'll prb get to seee my love during the week.
and he finally buys the psp.
so. im contented with my weeekend.
sentosa with the nyp babes tmr.
cam whoring, tanning for the fairer ones, and shading for the not so fair ones.
talking and catching up.
not much bitching.
goood weeek ahead i hope,
event fille week and many many things to look forward to
transcript.
apply for SNB
perhaps swimming on friday.
exercise through the week.
hopefully, the slumdog millionaire this weekend.
choir social/gathering on sunday.
great week lovess
30 laps. today
i sooo annoyed as to how some ppl are so freaking greedy.
everything is full.
everything is high.
i only pray u learn sometime soon before its way too late.
your greed--> your health--> your life--> your suffering.
so sad. but i give up.
happy valentine's day fellow loveees
i swam.
yay.
on tueday -16 laps.
today- 28 laps.
:))
i like it.
i hope i can lose weight.
cause itss shaded, clean, new and rather empty.
and i bought new goggles before swimmign today. they're pretty with baby pink thin straps.
matching my swimming costume.
bothe black and pink. :))
and since i finished the barley i made,
i made orange juice from all the 50+ let over oranges from cny.
i hope something happens to stop me from eatingg.
tt boy, only wants to talk to me when he ORDs.
:(
but we'll see if he can liev with it.
muahahaha.
:)) mine.
hearts all overt the world.
so heartily.
my dear love doesnt have to go to brunei on the 13th.
both good and bad.
but all still as good.
i dont think we need to celebrate v-day,
cause for us, its almost every other day.
just one of those days.
finally not being on mc, no family gatherings,
means.. time with the boy :))
better times these days,
smiles and happier souls.
i watched the notebook last night.
another touching and moving one.
so im on to the wedding which is linked to the notebook.
after this.
the guardian, perhaps?
imisssmyhoneybunch.
stay strong and healthy.
cant wait for our funfilled weekend of movies and love.
and so ive finally finished reading
Message in a Bottle.
the story is sweet.
the ending was sad.
...
we should cherish the love we have,
say what we need to,
do what we want to.
give and take.
listen and understand.
all things happen for reasons,
so we should never look back and regret.
beginning to feeel sick.
headache, sore throat, blocked nose, flu-y.
i slept till 2ish,
woke up, boiled barley
cooked dinner for the family.
brought some over for the boy
which he finally thinks isnt poison anymore.
too bad on missing previous ones.
but nonetheless,
the sweetest thing i heard today,
don't worry they love you so much
but i love you even more.
busybussy weekend.
fri- a and e with the boy
sat- my impulsive swimming.
meet the boy
night- benji's 21st
sun- church
visit granny
compass
met the boy and a and e again. till 1 plus.
cant wait to finish reading my msg in a bottle.
almost done.
its really nice n sweet.
another of those UNproductive days.
i really wished i had a job, just to occupy my time.
the money doesnt even matter.
waking up late, disturbing naddles are part of the routine.
for a change, i felt the need to jog since we beeen eating endlessly.
jogged at 12noooon. at the park.
slacked at home.
read. stilling reading- msg in a bottle.
howw sweeeet.
met naddles, for a little india escapade.
got home pretty early, in time to catch Life Watch.
this what we nurses do.
and readd.
cant wait to start on the wedding.
the weekend with my babylove.
i think i'm becoming too demanding. not for materialistic stuff.
for time.
he has beeen trying definitely to please me, no matter what.
sat.
met at his house,
dinner with my parents and him,
chilled out at bliss till really late.
sunday.
met at his house.
supposed to do things but ended up not.
but he made it up by being soo sweet.
put him to sleep and home it was.
we've talked about so much dreams,
cant wait to make it all happen.
and look back thinking abt these times.
i've plans.
save.
future.
with the outcome: simplicity, love and happiness to last a whole life time.
we will get there.
with hard work and perserverence.
the first day of holidays are already a bore.
i need a boook.