im so happy
i have progressed.
took 4 cases already and it seemed somewhat manageable,
getting th hang of faxing, calling doctors, reviewing, writing reports
i did my first d/c today. to comm hosp. different but ok.
serving meds unendingly.sq clexanes.
learning and never stopping.
i have alot of fun at work nowadays.
no more just bed pan, shower and sponging and para days.
its now the real thing. tho i get to the a lil of those.
i like it, now.
after the 14th i change another preceptor, cause my shirley is becoming Ag NC.
so nice.
so sad.
im gonna miss her teaching me. and her high high expectations.
to be true- thats what drove me to learn more and be more independent and initiative.
im gonna be with leo.
hopefully. all is good.
i told CI, ayeeee why everytime changing MY preceptors, like tt how to get feedback all?
then they were like don't worry, we'll ask all and we know and see for ourselves.
so im glad there was a good first impression with the CIs.
im less worried.
bad shifts. but liking it much, i can say.
saturday PM
sunday AM
sunday evening -mass
next off is on tuesday ONLY.
my lovees bday is on friday. and im on PM. but he's gotta book in sadly, but its ok.
sat -AM, soooooo partyyy after book out.
sunday OFF.
monday PH but working. but im kinda loving it.
cheeers all.
I MISSSSS MY BABY NADOssss, come home soon darl, cant breathe!
jojo- missss u too. see you soon i hope. maybe omn tuesday afternoon arnd 2+?
take care all
have fun and smile.
god give me strength, and courage to do what i have to.
guide me always to do right, and learn from the wrong.
bless me- for all i do.
3 weeeks down- 9 weeek to go.. :))
:)
from my lovee :)
im sorry i burnt a hole in your pocket dear! :)
the saturday after my bday
went to town to walk around with my dearest boy
the day before i had seen this nice shades on the guess watch website
and i happen to see it at the guess at PS. with nad
on saturday i showed it to johny boy! and he soooo instantaneously bought it for me.
i felt so bad. cause it was 200 bbucks
but i got him a ray bens too. buttt
he insists on paying me back for it.
my mum's sooo on his side n like
" why you make the Ns boy buy this for you? its like his whole month's pay."
but i really like it.
i like this new song
if i were a boy by beyonce.
its got nice lyrics. meanings
prcp has been just nice so far.
hopefully i pass.
i have Sn Sheh Li as preceptor and she's apparently very nice
but along with that she's really fierce. and they say if i pull through with her.
i really can make it.
hopefully.
im praying really hard everyday for strength and guidance.
prcp
so far so good.
hope the rest turns out fine
birthday
was veryy sweet and meaningful :)
firstly, the nyp babes got me a small cake. with a mouse. :)
then the night was with all my lovess- family, johny dearest, naddles my babygirl, jo and benji.
ate and had my fav cake, - strawberry cheese cake from glazier.
im a happy girl.
crossing my fingers for saturday!
hope it happpens :)
happy birthday to me! :)stray dogs, say whatever you like, im happy with my life and my friends.
its not affecting me or giving me a heart ache.
im still happy with my life. my johny my babygirl nadine, and my brothersss
oooh go on entertain me.
PRCP started.
not much time.
too tired and lazy
one more day until my birthday!
:)
yesterday i met - a 12 yr old slut in the making
( not my sister)
she deserves a freaking slap to snap back to reality
anyhow, naddles stayed at my place and we had a nice time.
sleeping on the floor once in a while on that "mattress" is really nice.
we woke up arnd 11 ish and got ready for town.
met jon and mel.
after our fattening lunch, mel and jon left for their movie
jo was otw to meet us at ps
so we walked around and shopped.
i got my bag- finally aafterr looking around just tooo much.
then a slightly better phone.- i wasnt askin for too much.
im contented.
but ive spent quite a bit this month.
today
im just gona try and finish writing out the stuff for my black note book.
seems never ending.
cause i wanna do it properly and once and for all so i have no worries when im lost.
maybe to meet the boy later.
i just loveee you. you sweet one.
otw to 20 months- never thought i'd come this far, esp with you.
bunch- i know driving is tiring, hang in there and think air con!
<3
jo.
smile.
stop drinking and no more getting drunk
every dog has its day babe
she'll have hers.
you have us.
you have me.
you have my house.
i'll try to be nicer to you.
i hope you get a wallet soon.
jo - look its a star for you.
i just realised.
O BAR HEREE I COME.
5 more days until im 20.
Perhaps the world's second worst crime is boredom. The first is being a bore.
i do nothing but prepare for prcp.
i never prepared so much,
sad to say,
im scared cause i'll be alone. and inferior and lost is what i'd be feeling.
so to help myself, the preparation,
im 2/3 done.
im gonna miss sleeping so much.
i hope i do not get breakouts.
i need to be preserved.
nothing but a boring holiday.
in my little messy room,
on a miserable table and computer.
i wish i had powers.
i wish you were on holidays too.
game we play
when you're on mc/holidays, im not
when im on holidays, you're not.
im never on mc's only maybe on sundays! :)
ok.bye world.
running back into my trap.
ED is over.
was a nice experience , KPOing, walking around.
but the best i found was triage.having endless things to do with the ssn. time passed so fast.
my johnsons bought me KFC
stayed over at johny's hopping to watch movies, but but but,
i was soo tired from work and church that i fell asleep, at 11 plus,
not even watching one movie. but he did, till 4 plus.
left at arnd 9 ish. got home
to meet the parentals. and out to queeensway to shop.
lunch and home.
at like 2 ish.
there were so many people going out but we were going home,
then met being me, itchy backside cannot stay home, kept asking her to go out.
then i asked her for one birthday present,
pay for my highlights and treatment,
highlights were 80, plus 10 to dye the bottom part and 45 for treatment.
didnt over do it, cause of prcp.
so its just nice, not too much.
and its in time for my 8th nov parttty..
then met johny for a while, then to my uncles place for dinner.
afterwhich i heaadded to north to meet jo and nad,
then they wanted to eat, so to the coffeeshop and met the guys there,
but we left at 2 plus.
slept
church
somehow elections havent been happening,
i cant wait to pass over and relax.
there'll be no more worries.
i could just be a member
god, show us something.
met granny,
slept there for a bit.
home for lunch and then i watched at first sight- about the blind guy
off to johny's house to irritate and wake him up.
ended up being there all the way till 11.
sleeeeeep.
did i say? johny's 8-5 this month.so im :))
now.. im gonna do some work, prepare my half done
notebook for prcp.
later return my lib book and dvds.
buy a bag
tidy up my room.
and maybe sleep evenmore.
its holidays!