Tuesday, October 20, 2009
MC
MC for 2 days after much thought and procrastination..
feeel bad to take the MC but i needed it.
sick and as well as a break.
im really tired out.
the goood news is,
yes i have my sweetheart till the 17 of Nov.
extention of MC for him..
happiness..
BIRTHDAY
invitations are out,
ordering the food and cake tmr.
deco- still onsidering, maybe i'd get the girls to do it with me the night before..
music- ooh well, i have to start compiling CDs, from dad and myself to play.
no big Dj and all,
Photos- hopefully help from tim and our own cameras.
my prettty dress, i cant wait to wear it.
fucking gorgeous and sexy i swear.
till date there is 22 days left.
still finding it hard to adapt to the fact that im turning 21.
kid no more.
LIFE
I've been a happier person these days,
i think the a__y is the damn thing that ruins my days.
work is well and fine.
depressing but coping,
its all good when u look forward to it.. when u have nie friends and people to work with and have fun and face th challenges with.
i brought the family out for lunch quite randomly AND brought them to catch my sister's keeper
yes i watched it twice this weekend. but that wasn't enough.
even my kid sister teared. and said she wanted to cherish and stop fighting with me cause
tts our daily routine lately.
not to mention my mother only stopped crying at certain parts of the movie.
my brother said its a emo movie that got him thinking more.
my dad said it was a good movie and confirmants should watch this kinda movies.
it was all in all a good sunday.
that i ended with pow seng's tofu and grocery shopping with mum.
i feel like a tourist in the fmily. cause i dont get to be with them on most weekends.
LOVE.
the boy has been good.
changed.
i'm hoping its permanant.
i know no one's perfect.
im not expecting him to be.
but he's better off now then he was 31 months ago.
with choices and decisions he has made.
the life he has been through.
sweet and everything nice.
occassional hiccups here and there which can be overlooked cause of the good times and things.
im realy proud of this one.
i was singing : the best i ever had my drake to someone. though it wasnt to the right person.
but this is one really nice meaningful song.
current fav.
